I'm not doing as well as I would like. If I were to blame anyone I would just blame the reality that I can't control how other people think and behave. Some people are totally fantastic people, while others can seem deadly. I need to be more careful these days to avoid the possibly deadly and go to the people I find joy in. Also I want to get home at 7:00 PM from now on. No more late nights for me, but with some exceptions of course. Also I can't assume that every coincidence is a sign to act on it. I need to use my head more, and react less as if the divine were calling on me.