Bliss and happiness oh bosh. I know and you know that we all have a dark side, it exists and needs to be felt and expressed. To live in a fantasy wonderland and not in a middle land is to try to escape the inevitable tough realities of life. I will tell you now that you are not alone and that we all face obstacles, fears, anxieties, anger, suspicion, lust, stupidity, etc. It is part of the human condition and not something wrong. We can only do the best that we can and maybe believe there is a higher power watching out for us.