I need some sanity in my relationship with others. I need to know that words are not the main things we share. Most of all I need to know that you trying your best, not just with me, but with your self. There is the fact that we must face ourselves if we are to face others. Worshiping friendship as an end and a means in itself does not gaurentee a healthy friendship. I still have a lot to learn about the subject of friendship and I know you are all ears I mean eyes to get my opinion. You won't find these opinions in your local self help book store. No.