Painful early childhood.

I'm not happy about talking about some bad things that happened when I was in elementary school.   It is supposed to be theraputic.  I suppose my inner child wants to be left alone.  But I want to give and be given lots of love and acceptance to that child and know that he did not deserve to be treated so badly and that I am in no way a bad person for having been treated badly.  Perhaps the universe contained more darkness in it back then and we as a species have been bringing more light into the world and casting out more and more demons.   I really believe that this is possible even though this might sound a bit crazy.