I will not really give up.

It is a choice to give up.   Nothing but a choice can do that.   Even though I don't believe in quitting, sometimes it is good not to be relentless anyway.  In the situation I was in I just think I was looking at it as an either a yes or a no and not looking at the whole picture.   I am glad that I have been heard though.   We all should a right to be heard.   As how else can anyone really understand anything.   Body language can sometimes get confusing as can verbal language.  Like that woman who was acting all crazy around me.   I won't say who.   But there was words she could have used maybe.  Like Hi.