Just because it is spring does not mean you should be having the time of you life. That is a dangerous myth.

Spring is in my mind when the seeds open and push through the soil and the buds open and the bees get busy.   So spring can be intense and powerful which translates into an experience that may not have the kind of peace and love you might hope for.   It may feel like winter in some ways.   Just don't have overly high expectations.    Maybe get in touch with the spirit of the world, the holy spirit, or what is hidden deep within you.